Saturday, 25 June 2011
The bigger problem I’ve had in life is not lack of attachments but being free of them.
Sunday, 29 May 2011
Between the crazies and the gods are many ordinary idealists who contemplate better possibilities.
Friday, 26 November 2010
Painters who decorate and singers who teach are paid more than studio guys.
Sunday, 25 April 2010
The people I worked with went for beaten tracks that had more of the downhill about them.
Monday, 5 October 2009
I don't care who artists are or what they say any longer.
Thursday, 2nd July 2009
I would say that I'm porous thick as opposed to opaque thick.
Wednesday, 10 June 2009
Having an idea was one thing, applying it was another.
Wednesday, 27 May 2009
Mental health is less about what happens to you and more about what you feel about what happens to you.
Friday, 22 May 2009
There was something quite natural to me that I should bump into McCartney.
Monday, 9 February 2009
Most folks I know, even those close, don't care much about me outside of their own narrow concerns.
Saturday, 10 January 2009
My kind of intimacy is at odds with exclusivity.
Tuesday, 30 December 2008
I am still given to being catapulted into a rapture.
Wednesday, 12 November 2008
Perhaps another world would have better suited my father, a world marching to a different drum from the one sounding during his living years.
Saturday, 26 July 2008
Holiday islands, teenage romance, school-mates, music and the making of it are all part of my spiritual history.
Tuesday, 15 July 2008
The youthful heart is a fickle thing and mine was more fickle than most.
Monday, 7 July 2008
I didn't like my grandfather much and was already on the way to disliking my father.
Saturday, 26 January 2008
Throughout adult life I would rise and fall on a regular basis.
Saturday, 26 January 2008
Others took what they were offered but I tried to do my own thing.
Sunday, 14 October 2007
Walking down the Royal Mile it is the ghosts of Adam Smith and David Hume and Robert Burns I feel.
Thursday, 28 September 2006
Differences are fine but they need to be differences within a bigger picture of shared endeavour and common interest.
Friday, 7 July 2006
The problems of chasing sex without commitment would constantly throw up all sorts of other issues.
Thursday, 13 April 2006
There are few suitable social groups which encompass my set of values.
Wednesday, 22 March 2006
I imagine the average citizen from Massachusetts to be a more confident specimen and more open to possibility.
Wednesday, 8 February 2006
I like to be able to stay clear of the situations and people I dislike.
Monday, 19 December 2005
I am unsuited to the world in general because my world in particular is unsuited to me.
Monday, 14 November 2005
Reflecting on the relationships I've had I am rather soured.
Sunday, 30 October 2005
Without some kind of raised expectation few things that really matter in life can be achieved.
Monday, 23 May 2005
A free spirit: In my more romantic notions about myself I like to think that is what I am.
Wednesday, 18 May 2005
It is the stuff that endures that is invariably of high value.
Tuesday, 29 March 2005
Seeing my mother as the one with the broader shoulders maintained as I began to understand the more complicated strengths of women generally.
Saturday, 26 February 2005
This is the love of lust, of sex, of the objectification of women, of personal gratification and defilement.
Thursday, 20 January 2005
I would like to think a woman’s generosity of spirit could rise to the occasion and deal with me in the trough as well as the peak.
Tuesday, 28 December 2004
In outlook I seem to have gone from being predominantly a positive person to the opposite.
Friday, 22 October 2004
I have an absolute true-north alongside an almost sacred commitment to it.
Monday, 16 August 2004
I dislike people who define themselves and are defined by their class.
Friday, 30 July 2004
For much of my life, being part of some elite or other was invariably the story.
Sunday, 8 August 2004
Some thoughts on fear presiding.
Wednesday, 28 July 2004
I have spent too much time on the zero mark.
Friday, 23 July 2004
They are the precious times for many, the coming-of-age years, when characters are formed and futures determined.
Friday, 16 July 2004
My parents fought the same fights for fifty years, over and over.
Thursday, 15 July 2004
A diary full of events has never been hard for me to achieve.
Thursday, 8 July 2004
There is no such thing as social life devoid of an act.
Sunday, 13 June 2004
There were no “zipless fucks”.
Sunday, 6 June 2004
I could happily live my life in an intimate state.
Wednesday, 2 June 2004
A fabulous year, memories to treasure, good times to cherish.
Thursday, 27 May 2004
I’m seldom able to feel completely in the moment at any time short of the big event being in play.
Thursday, 20 May 2004
For most people I have no trust.
Wednesday, 12 May 2004
These days I don’t incline to putting any effort into anything when there is not a prevailing wind.
Saturday, 8 May 2004
I’m not so bothered about money but completely interested in who, how, or what determines it.
Friday, 16 April 2004
I need to have some kind of admiration for what a person stands for.
Friday, 9 April 2004
The weakness is the strength, the strength is the weakness.
Thursday, 8 April 2004
I need for extenuating circumstances to be other than ordinary.
Friday, 12 September 2003
I do like to know that I could win if I wanted to.
Tuesday, 9 September 2003
There should be a reasonable symmetry between inner and outer lives.
Thursday, 17 July 2003
Depression is the antithesis of faith and belief.
Saturday, 12 July 2003
It’s probably fair to say that for the most part I have been treated quite kindly by people.
Tuesday, 17 June 2003
Chances for success and me to be hanging out are not high.
Saturday, 7 June 2003
Attractiveness in oneself is not an easy subject to broach.
Saturday, 22 March 2003
I am mere hack, high on form, low on integrity.
Tuesday, 18 March 2003
I can often get a hold on where someone is at but the reverse is rarely true.
Monday, 24 February 2003
I would hanker for moments when I didn’t have to be somewhere to fulfil some commitment or other and could be alone to think.
Saturday, 15 February 2003
Nobody I know has anything I need.
Thursday, 2 January 2003
I seem to need an ideological context within which to work effectively.
Tuesday, 17 December 2002
When I’ve been successful I’ve not really known why the thing is working.
Saturday, 7 December 2002
As a teenagerI had attitudes that had a prescience about them.
Saturday, 22 June 2002
I used to feel fated, that I had a destiny to perform some task.
Tuesday, 4 June 2002
Music offered the elements that became essential to my existence, the defining aspect.
Monday, 31 December 2001
A list of related personal issues.
Monday, 31 December 2001
A list of culture likes.
Sunday, 30 December 2001
A list of favoured icons.
Sunday, 11 November 2001
Personal hates, all of them people related.
Tuesday, 11 April 2000
I don’t see why an opera is any better necessarily than a rock tune.
Monday, 28 February 2000
I've been many people.
Friday, 24 February 1995
Did I imagine in this place something wholly missing from my own country?

